Picha day

Today kinda malang.
just got better from fever then got caught by Joyce for my hair.lol
had to buy 2 pins for rm2.wth la..so expensive
and then duty list change liao
my new senior-livia chan =.=
out of all the seniors why must it be her??? urgh
it was my dearest ex senior Karluis that brought me the news
how sweet of him .lol
i like him. i think the best senior i ever had since probations.haha
not like some strict and not so understanding seniors.sheesh
okay okay.lets see...next is take class photo
i guess i looked really bad in it
especially that STUPID FREESTYLE!!!
the camera man was like 'freestyle liao arrr 123 SNAP'
Everyone wasn't prepared of course
i must have looked like an idiot in it =.=
as for prefects photo......SIGH
take so damn long to get everyone in the pic
so hot la..but nvm..can get tanned.lol
there was 5 shots.3 serious.2 free style.
serious ones were folding our arms, hands by the side and hands behind
Audrey and i did freestyles together!haha.hope it turns out not to be too idiotic .
lunch was corn, vege and rice
till then, bye.

SiCk

got headache, fever, sore throat and coughing
how lucky is that
now mummy say its best i stay at home and not go to Singapore cause I'll pass the fever to Yee and Young
wth
no way
i don't wanna stay at home alone for 2 days =.=
but if you look at it in another way, i can finish my project on time easily
NOT
i am going Singapore and that's that
bus tickets also buy liao
can't waste money . (:
hope daddy buys something nice from Paris it better not be chocolate cause i can't eat them in this condition
gonna do my project now
probably do some maths after wards i hope
lost my confidence in that sub cause my dad say i suck in maths

till next time.bye

Confused and Mentally Stressed out

project project project every single day is project =.= driving me nuts...
i miss my siblings.
argh wonder if Young is dancing and Yee memorizing her script for competition
would love to bang my head on the wall right now
don't feel like going for house practice anymore
who cares if i get fatter.
lol need to concentrate on maths, BM, Chinese and projects
daddy has been outstation a lot recently he just came back from Thailand a few minutes ago and then going to Paris tomorrow
.sigh then I'm gonna ponteng next Monday and Tuesday to see Young and Yee (: should be able to relief my stress by then
feel so lonely. =.=

Lets talk about the IF factor
IF Young didn't get the scholarship-
my sis wouldn't get the scholarship
i wouldn't be interested in studying there
my whole family would still go to the club to swim and play badminton every week
he won't be bboy-ing
he wont' be the vice president of bboy for music and dance society
he'll tell me lame jokes everyday to cheer up my mood
he'll buy chicken rice to eat everyday
he'll tuck me in bed at night.lol

IF Yee didn't get the scholarship- i wouldn't be that interested in studying there
she'll be at home and doing all the house work where i do little. haha
i can wear her clothes and later on get scolded all the time
we'll be real close and always have fights XD
she'll always ask me to go shopping with her
she'll have to clean up all the buisness our dog has done.and not me ..haha
she'll witness the passing away of those stray kittens mummy bought back home i won't have to borrow text books from Chien Wei i can just copy all the folios and projects she has done she'll tell me not to kao zai more often.lol
all the uncle and aunties won't be asking me 'when are you going to Singapore to study?' which i always hear and it frustrates me a lot
And lastly, i won't be titled the most retarded of us three =.=
i hope not too many ppl read this post.

that's all for tonight.bye!